Holidays are ending.

I'm getting very frustrated with the close beta of project powder cause everyone can log in and I CAN'T.

History is going to kill me.

Currently in love with Gintama.

I vote Ginta into my list of Cute Anime Guys (separate from Hot Anime Guys)!

Wanting to buy a jumper.

ARGGHHH AND I HAVE A COMPETITION ON SATURDAY WHICH I CANNOT AFFORD TO LOSE BUT DON'T FEEL LIKE GOING FORRRR!!!!

TheBoy is in Genting.

I'm rotting here.

I've accidentally uninstalled my sound driver just now, panicked and fixed it after calling up my computer guy.

Feeling stupid.

Hmmm.

There's econs tomorrow, too.

Quote of the day: (from Derick) Critical thinking does not create better thinkers; just smarter assholes

OMGGG!!!

FOR THE FIRST TIME IN SO LONG I'M SO FRIGGIN EXCITED!!!!!!!

http://projectpowder.outspark.com/

I WANT TO BE A CLOSE BETA TESTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!

*SCREAMS*

Ten+5 things I want to do before I die: (currently. this list keeps changing)

1. Try out that Dr. Fish Spa thing and steal one of their fishies
2. Pig out at a chocolate buffet/mushroom buffet
3. Find out how I'll look like if I ever became a trans HAHAHA
4. Go Skyyydiiivviiinggg
5. Punch someone random in the face just for the fun of it, then, laugh at them and then run
6. Shop with Jaz and buy $1000 of clothes
7. Migrate to Japan and learn Japanese
8. Learn Japanese and migrate to Japan
9. Dress up as a clown and go around smacking kids MUAHAHAHA
10. Slap a person in the face with a whole wad of $100 Sing notes (Smeeeeeell the money biatch!)

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11. Lie in a bug-free patch of flowers on a non-sunny breezy day and talk with THEboy
12. Grab a guy by his tie (I think its uber sexy when they do that in the movies heh)
13. Buy the whole manga series of Vampire Knight
14. Go for a makeover and walk around as a gorgeous guy just for the heck of it to see if any girl actually asks for my number and if that happens I'll die laughing ( you can be AMAZED with what modern make-up and stuff actually can do )
15. Take a stroll on the roads of Singapore in the wee hours till the next morning and dance and roll on the road crossjunctions while I'm at it ( chances are I'll get rolled over by some drunk fuck, though )


Quote of the day: WooooOOAHHH, you're such a fucking hyprocrite <3

Thought of the day: I wonder who were the sorry souls who played bananas in pyjamas and was never given a chance to expose their faces?

This is why Derick is awesome:


The Devil jumped up on a hickory stump said "Boy let me tell you WHAT!' says:
Back to work!

The Devil jumped up on a hickory stump said "Boy let me tell you WHAT!' says:
You fat lazy and stupid!

The Devil jumped up on a hickory stump said "Boy let me tell you WHAT!' says:
...



He forces me to study when all hope is lost =DDD

School is starting and I have a new resolution for now till the end of the year.

To those in school who see me everyday:

sorry, but I'm going to be a bitch for a while.
Now I finally understand how Nam felt.

And now for something completely random...

My mood:

VAMPIRE KNIGHT IS THE BEST ANIME I'VE EVER WATCHED!

(Bleach comes in 2nd, followed by Shakugan No Shana, Zombie Loan, Darker than Black and finally, Gurren Tenshi no Langgen, Kaze No Stigma and Dead or Survive. Sorry, Naruto doesn't make the cut for even the top 30)

KIRYU ZERO IS TEH HAWTEST ANIME CHARACTER EVEERRR!!!

(Kazuma from Kaze No stigma comes in 2nd, followed by Hei from Darker than Black, Kaname from VK, Ishi from VK, Third from Dead or Survive, Nova from Bleach and finally, Kazuma from Gurren Tenshi no Langgen (yes, his father included too)!!!!)

woooooooooooooooottttttt!!!

Yuuki x Zero <333333

huat

The power of HUAT.


Such a simple 4-letter word which makes no sense at all can actually hold so much power. Though it is probably a senseless product of heightened raw emotion - much like the scream of 'KAMIKAZE' of Japanese suicide bombers or the 'I SLEPT WITH YOUR MOTHER' just before the bullet cracks your skull.


But you know, it has a very surprising uplifting effect. It makes you acheive things that you never knew was possible. Erm, though a possible side-effect would be hallucinations and acute high-ness closely associated to being on crack or under the inducement of alchohol.



Just take this for example. (I think pictures speak for themselves)



http://i111.photobucket.com/albums/n147/waxworkdoll/2008_6_15_13525.jpg

http://i111.photobucket.com/albums/n147/waxworkdoll/2008_6_15_131833.jpg



Actually I just realised these pictures make no sense LOL! But its okay.
As long as I get it!
So from now on, I'm living life on HUAT!
Like it, love it, live by it!



HUAT AR!!!!!

A LVLS ALL As!!!!!!!!!

I must say this now or I'll never get another chance to.

Dear, you're the best thing that's ever happened to me.
I love you! (:

shitty nuts

Sick like shit.
Eating medicine like shit.
Throat hurts like shit.
Nose leaking like shit.
Using up tissues like shit.
Coughing like shit.
phlegm-alating like shit.
Tired like shit.
Can't shit.

Can't study for nuts.
Can't climb the stairs without going out of breathe for nuts.
Bored like nuts.
Can't find any nuts.

Be careful who you trust.

Or at least, it should have been that way.
Now it's just coming back to bite me in the ass.

Weeeeelll, once bitten, twice shy.
Friends are few, acquaintances are many.

It's not the friends you should worry about because it takes more than a simple 'I-see-you-everyday' and a 'are you okay' to be a real friend.

It's the acquaintances you need to sort out.

And be extra careful.

Past two days have been a safe haven from the world.

But I'm back, no matter and I get horrible SMSes on the phone.

And I have to chase people for money that they refuse to pay back. It's ridiculous. I already did them a favour by paying for their tickets beforehand so that their order wouldn't be cancelled and just cause I'm not going to get my ticket already (due to certain complications which revolve around the mysterious menopause cycle of the Mum) and they can't find anyone else to get their ticket for them, they refuse to pay me.

Too bad, it's not my problem.

This is what I get for trying to be the good person. And now I have to go down to god-knows-where, collect those tickets for god-know-who, pass those tickets to them so that they will pass me back my cash (which I will be having a desperate shortage of this month) and then go home feeling as if I've just been someone's dog. Either that, or I'm going to be lower on my cash reserves for no apparent reason. This is ridiculous. I feel blackmailed!

Pfffffffft.

Hey, I'm a far cry from the absolute virtue of being a friend but I think in this case, I think I have every right to say, "What the fuck, You call this being a friend?!"

Blaze

Blaze.

The thing that satisfaction is made of.

It seems so numbing : one moment so stressed, hectic and the next, suddenly so empty, restless. Yesterday's dance concert was beyond words. Though I screwed up quite a lot, I'm still happy that we managed to pull it off. Dancing all my heart out is truly the ectasy in life...

When they were airing the video that Rachel did, everyone was so bloody touched. Even I was moved and bimbotic as it is, the only thing that stopped me from crying was the worry that I'd smudge my makeup and look like an emo-kia. So, I just ended up giving Annabel a REALLY REALLY tight hug while she was crying. Damn. It really never occurred to me how important the people in dance really were to me. I guess I've always been taking them for granted.

So for always being there, thanks girls (:

After the concert, I met with my family, THEBOY, the Nas!, Derick, Van, Astrid and Patrick. Thanks so much for your support and your flowers! I feel so loved! Supper was really really fun too! Crapped like shit with Astrip, Starfish and Max.

OMG. Max is like a small boy, Starfish is always bullying me and Astrip is vomiting blood around me.

Gaah.

But despite being so high, I feel so empty now. It's gonna be sad that I won't be able to get the know the dancers more and it feels awkward that I'm not dancing everyday. It's like, a void in my life. Though we weren't really so united, the dancers still left a big impact in my life. For those few days, it felt almost like family...

It's time for the curtain to fall.

P.s: Thank you Anastacia's friend for lending me your white shoes!!! (:

Thought of the day: The guys look DAMN HOT with makeup and Wilson really looks like A GIRL!