Kbox, Mahjong and A whole load of Heartache

FatCat went Kbox today.Not that fun. Felt my voice went kinda low or too squeeky when I sing through the mike. I last time I karaoke-ed was in Primary 1 or K2 dammit. Felt weird. But quite fun because half the time we were cracking stupid jokes and laughing. However the cat quite liked the privacy of the place. Small room, dark ambience, stupid pop stars prancing around the screen... yup, I wouldn't mind going again. Still, I don't see what's so great about it. Me being a English Song fan, most of the songs there were chinese or the english songs were reaallyyy old and some songs are those you've never heard before. I'm sure they suck.The thing the FatCat loved about it was the lunch. The chicken rice is microwaved but it tasted damn nice.

After that went to arcade with TheNot-So-Sumo-AnymoreSumo and the SkinnyBoy to arcade. Played like hell. Did some crazy drumming till muscles ached. Did some intense keyboard console sessions. SkinnyBoy paid for some of my drum games. I'm so touched. I'd love anyone who does that for me to high heaven. Yup, Life's good. At least, for today.

Then we all went to rendev0us back at my house and slack and slack and slack. Basked in aircon. Tried to play starcraft with TheNot-So-Sumo-AnymoreSumo but utterly gave up because TheNot-So-Sumo-AnymoreSumo was dying and so I had to save him and myself. Had a very severe urge to whack TheNot-So-Sumo-AnymoreSumo for the fun of it and to kiss the SkinnyBoy really hard today. Don't ask. Must be the drumming and the chicken rice. Good lord.

After TheNot-So-Sumo-AnymoreSumo left,FatCat, FatCat's grandma, SkinnyFutt, DaddyDooDoo and the SkinnyBoy went to have an expensive restaurant dinner at Novena. We ate ourselves silly and dropped by cold storage to ogle at the Frozen Ice Cream for the heck of it. Bought sanitary pads. yada yada. Went home.

Got home, FatCat's dear mother (whom she now proclaims to be Korean Drama Obsessed) was watching Korean Drama and perpetually glued to the tv. FatCat, SkinnyBoy, SkinnyFutt and SkinnyFutt's Boyfriend went to play mahjong. I won. Not very much but still okay.

Everyone went home cause SkinnyFutt was sending her boyfriend home first by giving him a lift and gave the SkinnyBoy a lift to the bus stop as well. FatCat felt really really bored. Heart hurt. Never really got to spend much time alone with the SkinnyBoy. Hai. Last goodbye kiss blew the FatCat away. Byfar the most simple and softest kiss ever but rendered me speechless and stunned for a few seconds, standing there like an idiot. Oh god. Shoot me. arrghhh!! I MISS HIM GOD DAMMIT!

-SOB-... T-T

The Ectasy is killing me

Love vs Lust.Both 4 syllables, starts with "L" and are complete opposites. FatCat loves playing with Lust but it can be a tease. Tiring as well. But Love is fun too. Hurting when bad stuff happens.

Love vs Lust.

Lust doesnt make a special difference between two people. Love does
Lust is the most sinful of all human nature. Love is the greatest gift of all.
Lust is immense pleasure but makes you guilty. Love is simple joys but can be risky.
Lust is like a drug, ecstatic and addictive. Love is like honey, sweet and simple.

So its simple joys with happiness vs godly pleasure with guilt.

Sounds easy but Lust gets in the way of Love sometimes. Right SkinnyBoy? -prod- Its hard to resist and be all goody goody when kisses are like WOW. Imagine letting a guy just kiss your hand and you're sitting cross-legged on the chair dressed up to your neck with pretty pink bows and just being content at that. I think not, sister. I think that little girl with pretty pink bows would tear her bows off, get some tight black body-hugging clothes, let down her hair, throw the chair away, grab the guy by the collar of his shirt and flung him onto a bed or a couch. Then she dramatically throws herself over him and smothers him with hot sexy kisses. THAT sounds a lot more fun doesnt it?

Sinful I know, but its human nature babe.

"Kisses make my heart dance the tango babe so don't stop that drugging ectasty or i'll just die in disappointment"