Heyz Im back after a long time of not updating!

Your eye color is dark blue. You rely on your logic
solely, and may have more mature interests than
many of your friends and family your age. You
can sometimes also be interverted and lonely
from a lack of understanding with people, and
can be rather frustrated with some types of
folke. Some may describe you as cold and
distant, and you are honest with how you feel
about things.

Hey!! have'nt been updating, nono. This is bad. Im so busy I don't even have time to go online!!! arghh! Nowadays I'm
1) arguing with my moma [its annoying]
2) arguing with my sister [cold war]
3) getting annoyed with Sharon Tan [geog teacher]
4) getting more annoyed with sharon tan [annoying geog teacher]
5) and most of the time blur and confused. [even if i am originally, yeah... but nvm]

baaaaaaaaaa Im trying to book court yesterday for badminton and yeah, the lady was so evil!! so kinda snapped at me when i couldn't hear her (not my fault! She mumbles!!!). Yeah.. exams coming and I'm studying myself silly. Its honestly annoying. Especially for the fact that I'm running out of money cause i eat lunch and dinner there almost everyday and its driving me nuts. haiz.. english exam was like.. pure horror.. i swear im gonna fail. Like, write a newspaper report on the terrorist attack? yeah I wrote one page then i realised that Í'm writing bullshit so i restarted. Same goes for the Long essay, i wrote two complete essays each for question three and 2. Cause i couldn't decide which one i liked. I obviously liked the question 2 one better but i dunno abt the examiners cause its like...yeah.. they'll mark it as "superficial". they got no taste. honestly. So i chose the question 3 script and my finger is swollen. damn. Well, nothing much to say now except that friendster just bummed out on me. (argh curse you!!!! -glare-). sorry Im not in a very good mood. hahas.

-love yaz-

My wonderful Friday

hahahaaa what a lame title but if you're not satisfied then tooo baaaaaaaad *bleeeeh* Well, had a really really fun day today! All thanks to you [you-know-who-you-are]!!! Thanks a bomb! Hehe. I really should pay though. I feel guilty making you pay for everything cause i earn money too kay! Mondays are my pay-days from my boss (my parents. muahaha) Wellz anywayz, ^^

Those that have not watched The Terminal, GO WATCH IT!! Its damn niiiceeee! hehehe for some reason, I really enjoyed it to bits and peices (no, it wasnt because of the snoring indian dude next to me. Hey! im not being racist yeah. Just stating a meer fact that he's indian ^^;) and it was really really funny! Hehe. If yall want a good laugh, go check it out. Its really nice! Money guaranteed man!! ^^

Well, basically I went to watch a movie, then I went to take a neo(very nice ones mind you.) and then i walked around j8 in circles for erm... think about half an hour. Then went food court, got a drink. Then sat down and chatted then got up and walked around for an hour. Then went arcade in Jubillee. Played bishi bashi, the keyboard game, Daytona and Shooting game! haha i make a conclusion: I STILL SUCK AT SHOOTING AND RACING GAMES! hahaaa! yup thats about it. Well I'm bored so let me compose a poem about...about.. erm...aha!!! Its entitled "First Impressions" yup! First impressions on meeting a person that you've never seen before! I got the idea of the poem from a book that I read. haha.

First Impressions

Minutes ticked,
As heels of scurrying people clicked.
All the images zooming past,
In a blur that whooshed me past.

The station became empty once more,
As I leaned against the pillar in a bore.
Time crawled by so slow,
As all my nervous thoughts in my head freely flowed.

Admist all the confusion,
I felt a slight tap on the shoulder;
And i turned around to see someone standing there.
Was it him or was it a delusion?

He looked so different from the picture he sent,
It was as if it was an old picture which the years quickly went.
I was surprised!
I was shocked!
Is this the same guy that I knew,
That I thought?

He opened his mouth uneasily and shyly said hi
I swear on myself that at that moment I wanted to die.
I was too lost for words
I couldn't reply,
I could only silently sigh.

He looked astounding!
He looked great!
Is this the correct person and is today the correct date?
I must have mistaken,
I must have been wrong;
But somehow I knew that it was him all along.

I made a quiz! the results!

Cerberus:
Cerberus is the three headed dog that guards the
gates of Hell. You are very agressive but only
towards people who deserve it. You also seem to
be able to sense when a person is lying.
People stay away from you-afraid of your
judgemental eye- but that doesnt bother you.
You are self dependent.


What Mythological Creature Are You (Many Results and Beautiful Pics)
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yay i took a quizzie! the results!

You're Element is Night. You're a loner who is very
creative but never show your work to anyone.
You may smile a little but sadness or
loneliness surround you and other can feel it
when they're near you. You have a dark or
unusual beauty that makes you mysterious and
you probably have a lot of secrets that you've
never told anyone. You're beauty is intriging
and unorthidox but the real thing that makes
you special is your eyes. Something in them
makes them like Diamonds in the Rough.


What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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The Difference of Love and Crush ~<3

All right! All you knuckleheads out there who cant tell the difference between love and crush, BETTER READ THIS!

I know a lot of people constantly send e-mails which contain stuff like, "How would you know if you're in love" or yada yada bla bla.. right?? And inside contain stuff like, (for girls) If you feel your heart skip a beat whenever you're around him, you're in love. Well ladies and gentlemen, that's totally bullshittt [no offense for the language. Just how frustrated some people can be when they think they're in love and they're in cloud 9] because that is not love. It is a CRUSH. How to know you're in love or if it's a crush? Well I'm gonna tell you know. (quote: Cry me a river.. this is hard to explain)

LOVE - A lot of people mistake crushes or infatuations as love. But love is something more vague and deeper than that 'he's-so-cute-and-I-feel-so-dreamy-around-him' nonsense ok. Love may break or seal people's hearts but if one of those had happened to you, you'd know the feeling completely and would understand what love is. Love is a beautiful thing but its also very fragile. If you're infatuated and think you're in love, that's an even sadder case cause very very, i repeat, VERY few cases which concerns love, develops from infatuation. Love starts with friendship and you'd only realise you're in love much later. In fact, you won't even know that weird feeling you have. Its not that dreamy feeling you have when you think of that person, but its more a bugging feeling of that person. E.g, When he's not around, you feel as if something is missing but you don't know what. if you KNOW whats missing and if u say its him, then girl, ur infatuated.

Love basically is responsibility. Its not about what you can do with the special person like holding hands or cuddling together [PEOPLE! keep your thoughts HERE! God knows where it'll wonder off to.Don't go any further than frenching oK! I don't mean it that way!] .Love is about being with that person. Its not what you do with him/her that counts but being with that person for who he/she is as a person that you find happiness with. Love is priceless in that sense. Money or looks can't buy you love. Only your heart can truly get love if you give it back. If there are people who still are questioning of how to tell if you're in love or in a crush, ASK YOURSELF THESE QUESTONS, and answer them TRUTHFULLY because you're heart will answer and don't LIE to yourself.

1:: If that special person was handicapped for life and would be bedridden forever, would you still stay by his/her side?
2:: If one day he/she were to lose EVERYTHING, (money, family, friends, social status, bla bla) would you still love him/her and go through life even though he/she might end up as a begger or a social outcast?
3:: If that special person has kidney cancer, would you donate your kidney just to save him? And if you do so, would you still want to if your lifespan would be reduced by 20 years?
4:: If you were to know that that special person was to be run down by a car in an accident, and you could rewind time, would you take his or her place and be the one who would be run down? ANSWER THIS HONESTLY!

If your answers are YES to all these, you are definately in love but if its no, then i think you'd know the answer yourself because you're not ready for a life-long commitment. Why do i say that? Its basically because, Once you're in love, its hard or maybe even impossible to love another whole-heartedly because the one that you loved from the start would forever remain in your heart; whether or not you realise it. That's why marriages which break up, and the spouse goes and re-marries, its hard not to compare your previous spouse to your current one [if ur previous spouse ill-treated you then its another case] and you'd recall the memories you spent together as a couple. Its human nature. Humans are meant to be selfish.

Don't be too disheartened if you find you're not in love because someone could like someone more than a crush but YET not be in love. How do u know? Well basically,

1:: A crush does not last long. It fades away. And if your doesn't, its more than a crush already.

2:: You may fantacise about being romantically involved with that person but yet you like the person for who he/she is regardless of anything. That means that its more than a crush. Because in crushes, you like the person's LOOKS or wealth of bla bla and fantacise about being romantically involved in her/him just for that temporary thrill and excitement and not for the PERSON.

3:: You jump everytime your phone vibrates or your phone rings, thinking its that person who's on the other line. [Crush for this one is about the same but there is a difference that you yourself would know. Example, if you're excited because u can engage in some mushy talk then er.. its a crush but if you jump because you enjoy talking to that person who makes you feel relaxed and special, then its more than a crush. WELL JUST THINK PEOPLE I CANT WRECK MY BRAIN CELLS FOR YOU! *ahemz* ok im cool....]

4:: You think of him/her all the time and cant shake it out of your mind. You wonder what he/she's doing and you miss him/her. [People NOTE! I said thinking of HIM/HER and not thinking of KISSING OR HOLDING HANDS WITH HIM/HER] If thats so, then its more than a crush.

Well i gotta run and eat my lunch now. Thanks to all of you, my fingers are aching my brain is malfunctioning. hahahas! See yall!! ((:

Quotes:
TO be loved, and to loved is the greatest thing in a person's life.

That person gives you a SPECIAL feeling that you're unique, despite the many flaws you may have [hey no one's perfect!]

If she is perfect in his eyes, she is perfect to the world.

*All the quotes are compsed by melissa chua mei yi so its darn right copyright! DOn't even attempt to steal if not ....*shifty eyes*

Whoopeedooo

hey hey whats up? Hehe. Bored to death today in class. Yah mrs wong as boring as usual. plus, secondary 3s when to the open army house!! arghhh!! I swear i wanted to kill every single one of them! If any of them flirted with anyone.. i'd kill them. And steph too. ^^;; Steph and me wanted to puncture a hole in the buses but sigh~~

Holidays are here!! (quote: Yeah" by Usher~) TIme to rest and enjoy life for a second to have a breather! Oh boy im bushed!! Oh yeah, i wrote a poem about love during class cause i was dead bored and i have to put it up if not steph would kill me. Literally. Then she'd be missing a sadistic partner and wun have a partner in crime anymore cause i'll be 6 feet underground!! hahahahahhahhaha! Wellz, here's ur friggin poem. And... for those who think i stole it from somewhere, guote this: Cry me a river. So go ahead and cry about it cause i don't care cause its MINE MINE MINE!!! and i created it and yeah, if u see it anywhere else, tell me so i can go up to that bugger, yell in his ear drums and slap him up, down, left, right and center! woot! hehe okok enough stalling, here's ur poem!'


I fell for you

The first time I met you,
I thought you were a fool -
A dumbass who was oh-so-not-cool

But I never in my life would guess,
I'd fall completely for you.'

You are the breathe in every sunshine,
The serenity in the rain,
The beating of each of my heartbeat,
And the comforter of all my pain.

I'm too lost in my love for you,
Its hard to believe and it can't be true,
But I sat down and thought it over,
And my heart answered my every question:

You are the smile on my face,
The breathe-taking wind that never fails to repeatedly sweep me away;
Day by day,
Come what may,
You're my eternal morning glow,
Which will forever rest in my heart,
And nothing would be able to set it apart.

I miss you like crazy everyday,
Regardless of what other people might say,
I'll love you forever;
Since the day...

I fell for you.