Serenades to a punch-drunk whore
"The Kill"
What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
(Oh, oh)
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?
Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you (from you)
Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside.
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance.
I know now, this is who I really am.
Ah, ahOh, ohAh, ah
Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you.
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
Come break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)
(You say you wanted more)
What if I wanted to break...?
(What are you waiting for?)
Bury me, bury me(I'm not running from you)
What if I
What if I
What if I
What if I
Bury me, bury me!
You know, I thought about it and I realized that for 99% of my life I'm not who I am. To different people, I portray a different image.
In school, I'm mostly a lazy, quiet, slacker with low self-esteem who always wants to stay out of the limelight and I cannot stand those who always try to hog the limelight. I shy away from people, sometimes preferring to stick with just 1 person or just simply by being alone.
But ironically, when I'm with my Secondary school bitches, I'm damn fucking noisy and we become the ones who are usually in the center of attention. I become someone who doesn't give a shit about appearances (even if it means looking like a total tard) and I can talk to anyone and everyone and actually like it.
Online I'm once again a total different person. I don't behave like myself at all (AHEM TO THOSE WHO KNOW =P ). But here's the funny thing: when I'm online I can be either my school personality or my hanging-out-with-bitches personality. It's almost like its a pivot to my split-personalities.
And lastly, when I'm with dear, I become another different person. I'm not independant like how everyone views me anymore. I'm very emotionally weak, dependent, whinny, GRUMPY, dirty-minded (cough!*) and erm, violent? LOL
Aiya so whats the whole point of this mumbo jumbo? Well, I think I'm trying too hard to become what people expect me to be. In fact, I don't know what my personality is anymore. Gahh.
So, you know, maybe I'll try to find it back amongst all the schizos that exist inside of me.
What if I... buried me?
What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
(Oh, oh)
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?
Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you (from you)
Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside.
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance.
I know now, this is who I really am.
Ah, ahOh, ohAh, ah
Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you.
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
Come break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)
(You say you wanted more)
What if I wanted to break...?
(What are you waiting for?)
Bury me, bury me(I'm not running from you)
What if I
What if I
What if I
What if I
Bury me, bury me!
You know, I thought about it and I realized that for 99% of my life I'm not who I am. To different people, I portray a different image.
In school, I'm mostly a lazy, quiet, slacker with low self-esteem who always wants to stay out of the limelight and I cannot stand those who always try to hog the limelight. I shy away from people, sometimes preferring to stick with just 1 person or just simply by being alone.
But ironically, when I'm with my Secondary school bitches, I'm damn fucking noisy and we become the ones who are usually in the center of attention. I become someone who doesn't give a shit about appearances (even if it means looking like a total tard) and I can talk to anyone and everyone and actually like it.
Online I'm once again a total different person. I don't behave like myself at all (AHEM TO THOSE WHO KNOW =P ). But here's the funny thing: when I'm online I can be either my school personality or my hanging-out-with-bitches personality. It's almost like its a pivot to my split-personalities.
And lastly, when I'm with dear, I become another different person. I'm not independant like how everyone views me anymore. I'm very emotionally weak, dependent, whinny, GRUMPY, dirty-minded (cough!*) and erm, violent? LOL
Aiya so whats the whole point of this mumbo jumbo? Well, I think I'm trying too hard to become what people expect me to be. In fact, I don't know what my personality is anymore. Gahh.
So, you know, maybe I'll try to find it back amongst all the schizos that exist inside of me.
What if I... buried me?
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