crosswords and crossroads

didn't go school the past 2 days. I wonder if its because I really got asthma out of that nasty flu or it was something mentally-induced. I think its the latter cause I really really really hate school... hate.hate.hate.

Dear came over to see me today which I think is very sweet of him... but aiyah, shit cropped up. Zzz. Bad things always happen to me. I seem to be pissing everyone off. Argh, bloody jinx.

Ehhhh feeling kinda depressed now. Don't know why, really. Just feeling depressed. Wah sia la I think I'm really a nutcase.
haiz....

Went to the cranky doctor today too! He told me to stick to the norm, bla bla bla. Celina accompanied me there though, which i thought was very nice of her cause erm, stuff like that happens once in a blue moon.

hai.

Hai, hai, hai.

I feel like killing myself.