omg.. im gg mad..

haiz... *censored to protect his name* likes me and he seemed really upset that he admited it to me. he quickly signed off after he told me.. i think he's never ever gonna talk to me again...i dunno.. i really really troubled... couldn' sleep last night.. maybe i slept only at 1am..i was tossing and turning lyk hell...

yeah.. i think im really going mad.. but i told *ahem* yesterday suddenly that i realy like him a lot. AM I MAD OR WHAT!?!/! maybe i shld get out of this dream... get out of seeing hope n not being realistic...he's 18. im 14. i know him only on the net. i dunno his real personality in person. maybe i might not lyk him if i find out his true personality? well he sent me an sms saying, "well, i admit i do lyk you too but im afraid tinks might be different from the net, till we meet mayb u'd falter tt feeling, i dun know, niewaz jux sleep titez kz *muacks*"

i duno if i should be happy or upset or anything. im really confused n lost...maybe he is right.. maybe he's saying that there's not chance at all for him n me.. i got no idea......really troubled now.. just wanna be alone for a second....

life is confusing.